Leaving my job?!?

it has come to the time where I'm leaving my job to go on to new and exciting things and I'm really really really bloody scared. I've been in this job for a year and a half and it has been a roller coaster of a year and a half. it has had some major ups like meeting some of the best customers in the world and meeting some of the best co-workers i could ever of wished for but it has also had some really really bad i wont name any of them just for the sake of the company. but over all i have loved this job and it has taught me to be half of the person i am today but i cant wait to leave and start my new one!


but why am i so scared about leaving? i should be more excited about the new things appearing on the horizon and meeting new people. maybe I'm totally scared of meeting new people and leaving my friends and co workers behind because at the end of the day i have spent so much time with them and i have began to accept them for their weirdness and some times angry selves and it took me so long to actually like people at my job as i felt i didn't really fit in (i often think this and it always turns out that i do actually fit it in, its just me doubting my ability to feel normal).

 so yes i leave my job next week, i dont know which day as i haven't checked the rota and I AM NERVOUS, maybe i am so nervous because this means i have to be a grown up and wear grown up clothes and go and do a full time grown up job!

grown up, seems like such a scary sentence.

for now lets just be excited about new things



all my love bee x