Hey All,
hope all is well and the dark mornings are killing the beautiful sights!
i feel like i have posted in a while and this is completely true. i have been so damn right busy with working two jobs i haven't really had time to sit down and finish this blog post, I've had it as a draft for nearly a fortnight and i feel like i should really finish it. I'm currently sat watching last nights catch up of the x factor day dreaming about ben haenow and stuffed off a sunday dinner and still finding space to stuff a kit lat in to my mouth.
but all greediness aside I've started my new job and now I'm working the longest days i have ever seen in my whole entire life and i think i see my family for about 30 mins a day! the lack of sleeping is generally catching up on me and when i do sleep all i can dream about is electricity and pizza. two jobs is never a good idea but the money is hella good! i haven't seen daylight for about three weeks and i dont think I've caught up with anybody other than on Facebook for awhile and through this lack of sleep i have realised costa do an amazing hot chocolate and its great to keep you awake (i think I'm on about 50 of them a day).
i promise i will catch up on blogging soon.
until next time, all my love bee xo
Sunday 30 November 2014
Wednesday 12 November 2014
am i beginning to loose my mind?
Hey All,
hope all is well and the cold isn't getting you down!
Christmas is EVERYWHERE!!!!
literally everywhere and I'm beginning to loose my mind about it all. from the coca cola advert being played and Starbucks christmas drinks being sold and even christmas songs being played in the shopping centre, it is literally all around me. i haven't even started planning what I'm getting people or even prepared for the winter rush (my thoughts haven't gone past the nervousness for my new job next week) don't get me wrong i ain't no bah humbug i do love christmas, i love spending time with my family in front of the fire watching the christmas specials and drinking hot chocolate or drinking baileys but isn't it far to early in november I've barely just got over the halloween hangover and i still keep finding fake blood on my carpet and people are already putting up their christmas tree and playing christmas songs!
from my insane rant on christmas being forced upon people early to a bit more joyful note, i signed up for a theperfectstrangers.co part oh comely (its pretty much a massive game of pass the parcel) I've been assigned my partner/stranger and yesterday i was very stressed about what to send for that! what i got from her paragraph is she is an art student, she likes crafts/hand made papers/journalling/the colour sunny yellow/ seasons and when reading this all i was thinking is she is the total opposite of me, how the hell do i send someone something when i know nothing about them and what they have sent me is something i have no clue about! so after thinking and thinking and thinking i have to ideas: a box based around the colour yellow or a winter survival pack!! so this week i am going to pick things up and have a look for things i can buy her to create these little packs! EXCITED!!! ill keep you posted!!
so yes thats it for this post, i haven't had much to post as i haven't really done much, I've been working my other job so much to save to be able to travel to my new job as i wont get paid from it for a month and I'm scared i wont be able to get there!
until next time, all my love bee xo
hope all is well and the cold isn't getting you down!
Christmas is EVERYWHERE!!!!
literally everywhere and I'm beginning to loose my mind about it all. from the coca cola advert being played and Starbucks christmas drinks being sold and even christmas songs being played in the shopping centre, it is literally all around me. i haven't even started planning what I'm getting people or even prepared for the winter rush (my thoughts haven't gone past the nervousness for my new job next week) don't get me wrong i ain't no bah humbug i do love christmas, i love spending time with my family in front of the fire watching the christmas specials and drinking hot chocolate or drinking baileys but isn't it far to early in november I've barely just got over the halloween hangover and i still keep finding fake blood on my carpet and people are already putting up their christmas tree and playing christmas songs!
from my insane rant on christmas being forced upon people early to a bit more joyful note, i signed up for a theperfectstrangers.co part oh comely (its pretty much a massive game of pass the parcel) I've been assigned my partner/stranger and yesterday i was very stressed about what to send for that! what i got from her paragraph is she is an art student, she likes crafts/hand made papers/journalling/the colour sunny yellow/ seasons and when reading this all i was thinking is she is the total opposite of me, how the hell do i send someone something when i know nothing about them and what they have sent me is something i have no clue about! so after thinking and thinking and thinking i have to ideas: a box based around the colour yellow or a winter survival pack!! so this week i am going to pick things up and have a look for things i can buy her to create these little packs! EXCITED!!! ill keep you posted!!
so yes thats it for this post, i haven't had much to post as i haven't really done much, I've been working my other job so much to save to be able to travel to my new job as i wont get paid from it for a month and I'm scared i wont be able to get there!
until next time, all my love bee xo
Tuesday 11 November 2014
Busy as a bee!
Hello One and All!
hope all is well with you and the cold isn't as bad as it is from me! for the first time in about nine days i have had the chance to sit and catch up with myself and listen to one of my favourite albums in the world all time low- nothing personal and read lots of blog posts and watch some vlogs i haven't watched yet. its such a small and uninteresting thing but it is absolute bliss!!!! (and relax aaaaaaahhh)
in my busy week i finally done my last shift and a week today i start my new job, nervous and scared but REALLY EXCITED. i have bought lots of pretty clothes to start my job with, i might do an outfit of the day each day for the first week as some of them are so pretty and ill look like a proper grown up and even have to cover my art work up on my arms! most new buys are built up of things that I've seen in shops before and spotted in charity shops around the north east area and primark and new look sale stuff! i didn't want to buy too much too soon as i haven't sorted out the stuff i dont want in my wardrobes! (too many clothes in so little space, they're trying to escape and be freeeeeee)
through all the busyness I've been waiting for my theperfectstrangers partner to appear and it still hasn't, the perfect strangers is a cool little project by oh comely team its just like a massive game of pass the parcel. i am really hoping i get someone from another country as i really want to send them a best of Britain parcel with lots of english based things in it! I've bought a couple of things anyway for it and made a little something for them even if i don't get someone from another country. i rechecked my email about it and they said we should know by either today or at the latest thursday! but again I'm really happy to have joined such a cool project and it makes such a dull time of year for me a little bit cooler with overworking to save for christmas.
my last bit of my post is to do with some of my favourite things I've found this week and some of them are amazing! my first favourite thing is not my usual cup of tea when it comes to music but is amazing and I'm not even surprised at how amazing it is! as i have a family with really pop based music taste whenever we are in the car or getting ready capital is on and this week because of the VMAs and them being in glasgow for it they have had Calvin harris's new album on and each day they have played a track from it. Its fair to say that it is amazing! i love love love some of the artists he has joined forces with. the likes of HAIM and Big Sean are on it. the song Open Wide with Big Sean is top notch and one to listen out for when you are on a night out! calvin harris never fails to bring some belters to the scene and this is a fine example of it!
my second favourite is a tiny tea shop in the town i live, i live in hartlepool, its not very known and really doesn't have much to do but recently a 1950s tea shop open on the sea front (season carew) and it is AMAZING. they do the best scones i have ever tasted in my life and they are the loveliest of staff. it has all the 1950s feel with world war two posters all over and shabby chic furniture. we had afternoon tea and I've said it before and ill say it again the scones were to die for. id highly recommend if you are anywhere near this place to check them out, it has been the highlight of my week and such a nice find after hearing about it from my mum (another tea lover). here is a link to there Facebook page, go and check it out!
another one of my favourite things this week is a youtuber. they are my favourite this week, last week and every week. the sacconejolys, they are a vlogger family from ireland who have recently moved to the uk and they post the upmost cutest videos i have ever seen. they show their days with Dad Jofee or Jonathan and Mum Anna showing their two children emilia and eduardo. it lovely to seem them grow up and it always makes my day at 6 o'clock to watch they have been up to and they are the funniest loveliest family ever! so check them out, I've put a link somewhere in this paragraph.
my last favourite from the past couple of days is a clothes favourite. as the seasons are changing and winter is upon us, I've found a massive love for jumpers. monochrome ones to be exact, I've been recently looking and looking in charity shops around my area. ill show some of them on my outfit of the day next week, as i have bought quite a few.
so thats it for my post, its took my about three days to complete as i have wrote a paragraph each time i have had a sit down!
thank you and sending all the love in the world
bee xo
hope all is well with you and the cold isn't as bad as it is from me! for the first time in about nine days i have had the chance to sit and catch up with myself and listen to one of my favourite albums in the world all time low- nothing personal and read lots of blog posts and watch some vlogs i haven't watched yet. its such a small and uninteresting thing but it is absolute bliss!!!! (and relax aaaaaaahhh)
in my busy week i finally done my last shift and a week today i start my new job, nervous and scared but REALLY EXCITED. i have bought lots of pretty clothes to start my job with, i might do an outfit of the day each day for the first week as some of them are so pretty and ill look like a proper grown up and even have to cover my art work up on my arms! most new buys are built up of things that I've seen in shops before and spotted in charity shops around the north east area and primark and new look sale stuff! i didn't want to buy too much too soon as i haven't sorted out the stuff i dont want in my wardrobes! (too many clothes in so little space, they're trying to escape and be freeeeeee)
through all the busyness I've been waiting for my theperfectstrangers partner to appear and it still hasn't, the perfect strangers is a cool little project by oh comely team its just like a massive game of pass the parcel. i am really hoping i get someone from another country as i really want to send them a best of Britain parcel with lots of english based things in it! I've bought a couple of things anyway for it and made a little something for them even if i don't get someone from another country. i rechecked my email about it and they said we should know by either today or at the latest thursday! but again I'm really happy to have joined such a cool project and it makes such a dull time of year for me a little bit cooler with overworking to save for christmas.
my last bit of my post is to do with some of my favourite things I've found this week and some of them are amazing! my first favourite thing is not my usual cup of tea when it comes to music but is amazing and I'm not even surprised at how amazing it is! as i have a family with really pop based music taste whenever we are in the car or getting ready capital is on and this week because of the VMAs and them being in glasgow for it they have had Calvin harris's new album on and each day they have played a track from it. Its fair to say that it is amazing! i love love love some of the artists he has joined forces with. the likes of HAIM and Big Sean are on it. the song Open Wide with Big Sean is top notch and one to listen out for when you are on a night out! calvin harris never fails to bring some belters to the scene and this is a fine example of it!
my second favourite is a tiny tea shop in the town i live, i live in hartlepool, its not very known and really doesn't have much to do but recently a 1950s tea shop open on the sea front (season carew) and it is AMAZING. they do the best scones i have ever tasted in my life and they are the loveliest of staff. it has all the 1950s feel with world war two posters all over and shabby chic furniture. we had afternoon tea and I've said it before and ill say it again the scones were to die for. id highly recommend if you are anywhere near this place to check them out, it has been the highlight of my week and such a nice find after hearing about it from my mum (another tea lover). here is a link to there Facebook page, go and check it out!
another one of my favourite things this week is a youtuber. they are my favourite this week, last week and every week. the sacconejolys, they are a vlogger family from ireland who have recently moved to the uk and they post the upmost cutest videos i have ever seen. they show their days with Dad Jofee or Jonathan and Mum Anna showing their two children emilia and eduardo. it lovely to seem them grow up and it always makes my day at 6 o'clock to watch they have been up to and they are the funniest loveliest family ever! so check them out, I've put a link somewhere in this paragraph.
my last favourite from the past couple of days is a clothes favourite. as the seasons are changing and winter is upon us, I've found a massive love for jumpers. monochrome ones to be exact, I've been recently looking and looking in charity shops around my area. ill show some of them on my outfit of the day next week, as i have bought quite a few.
so thats it for my post, its took my about three days to complete as i have wrote a paragraph each time i have had a sit down!
thank you and sending all the love in the world
bee xo
Thursday 6 November 2014
Leaving my job?!?
it has come to the time where I'm leaving my job to go on to new and exciting things and I'm really really really bloody scared. I've been in this job for a year and a half and it has been a roller coaster of a year and a half. it has had some major ups like meeting some of the best customers in the world and meeting some of the best co-workers i could ever of wished for but it has also had some really really bad i wont name any of them just for the sake of the company. but over all i have loved this job and it has taught me to be half of the person i am today but i cant wait to leave and start my new one!
but why am i so scared about leaving? i should be more excited about the new things appearing on the horizon and meeting new people. maybe I'm totally scared of meeting new people and leaving my friends and co workers behind because at the end of the day i have spent so much time with them and i have began to accept them for their weirdness and some times angry selves and it took me so long to actually like people at my job as i felt i didn't really fit in (i often think this and it always turns out that i do actually fit it in, its just me doubting my ability to feel normal).
so yes i leave my job next week, i dont know which day as i haven't checked the rota and I AM NERVOUS, maybe i am so nervous because this means i have to be a grown up and wear grown up clothes and go and do a full time grown up job!
grown up, seems like such a scary sentence.
for now lets just be excited about new things
all my love bee x
but why am i so scared about leaving? i should be more excited about the new things appearing on the horizon and meeting new people. maybe I'm totally scared of meeting new people and leaving my friends and co workers behind because at the end of the day i have spent so much time with them and i have began to accept them for their weirdness and some times angry selves and it took me so long to actually like people at my job as i felt i didn't really fit in (i often think this and it always turns out that i do actually fit it in, its just me doubting my ability to feel normal).
so yes i leave my job next week, i dont know which day as i haven't checked the rota and I AM NERVOUS, maybe i am so nervous because this means i have to be a grown up and wear grown up clothes and go and do a full time grown up job!
grown up, seems like such a scary sentence.
for now lets just be excited about new things
all my love bee x
06/11/2014- Starting off
Hi All,
hope you are all well. I START MY NEW JOB IN A WEEK! never in my life have i been more excited about starting a full time job, since leaving university I've been at such loss of what to do with myself. It's not ideally what i wanted to do when i left university and i don't think they quite drummed in what the real world is like and how hard it is to find a job once your out there but its final been done, I've found something i can be happy with for now. Im just not very excited about waking up real early every morning.
Halloween was a bit of a weird one this year, it began really badly and ended really well. i think being unprepared and a very skint lady made me really unexcited for my favourite holiday ever. still i dressed up in my favourite black clothes and went out as Maddison Montgomery from american horror story: coven. I wore my favourite black hat and my favourite dark lipstick. The picture is to the side of the end look, i look far to serious on the picture and my grandma thinks i look the double of my mum!
It was my favourite monsters 6th birthday yesterday, Nate, my youngest brother. I cannot believe my favourite cutie is 6, i can always remember the day he was born when me and my middle brother Alex, hid upstairs in his room and so we didn't have to meet him. When i first laid eyes on him I've never seen such a beautiful little boy in all of my life and i didn't think i could love such a small human being more than i love him. We had a wonderful night with the full family for tea and the best kind of catch up with my favourite people. here are some photos of me and Nate. one from 5 years ago and one from last night. Again Happy Birthday Nate, all my love!
This is it for my first post, as i haven't bothered to pick up my camera i haven't posted any photography work! hopefully next post may be a bit more interesting.
until next time, all my love bee x
hope you are all well. I START MY NEW JOB IN A WEEK! never in my life have i been more excited about starting a full time job, since leaving university I've been at such loss of what to do with myself. It's not ideally what i wanted to do when i left university and i don't think they quite drummed in what the real world is like and how hard it is to find a job once your out there but its final been done, I've found something i can be happy with for now. Im just not very excited about waking up real early every morning.
Halloween was a bit of a weird one this year, it began really badly and ended really well. i think being unprepared and a very skint lady made me really unexcited for my favourite holiday ever. still i dressed up in my favourite black clothes and went out as Maddison Montgomery from american horror story: coven. I wore my favourite black hat and my favourite dark lipstick. The picture is to the side of the end look, i look far to serious on the picture and my grandma thinks i look the double of my mum!It was my favourite monsters 6th birthday yesterday, Nate, my youngest brother. I cannot believe my favourite cutie is 6, i can always remember the day he was born when me and my middle brother Alex, hid upstairs in his room and so we didn't have to meet him. When i first laid eyes on him I've never seen such a beautiful little boy in all of my life and i didn't think i could love such a small human being more than i love him. We had a wonderful night with the full family for tea and the best kind of catch up with my favourite people. here are some photos of me and Nate. one from 5 years ago and one from last night. Again Happy Birthday Nate, all my love!This is it for my first post, as i haven't bothered to pick up my camera i haven't posted any photography work! hopefully next post may be a bit more interesting.
until next time, all my love bee x
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